I know I didn't upload for a friggin' long while, even if I drew so much pictures since my last ones (the collabs with

and Prince Silver).
I don't really know what's up with me. On the one hand I'm kinda lazy after 7 'n half hours of work, but on the other hand I don't want to upload pics anymore...
I kinda feel like people give a sh*t on what I say/draw... so, I think I let dA be for a while and just check my messages...
I even feel uncomfortable while writing/uploading this journal...